ithinkimightveinhaledyou:

Don’t get me wrong. It’s not like I’m not hurt or something. Of course I’m hurt. Of course I have a lot of emotions after this episode. It’s always hard when things get bad. And yes, I’m disappointed by Elena’s words and choices. Damon didn’t deserve to be hurt that way. I feel so hurt to see him so sad and crashed. He cares, he has so much love to give and he loves so much. Everytime he suffers, I suffer. I really feel him. And I don’t like to see him in pain. I really don’t. And I was like “Elena, why?”. But I also try to understand and to analize things as I can. I really believe she didn’t mean what she said. There are lots of things that are going on with her right now. It was unfair to Damon and I think she knows that, too. She just can’t really handle things. She’s really confused. Not only by her feelings but with the whole situation she’s in. And the momont she said those words to him, she realize she’s wrong. She wants to take them back. Also when she planned to go to Esther alone, as soon as she sees Stefan snaps Damon’s neck, she’s clearly hurt because it’s something she didn’t want. She thought it was the right thing, but I really think the last thing she wanted was going behind his back. She’s hurt to see him collapse. Even when she’s going to Esther, she can’t help but turn around to see him. And she doesn’t like to see him unconscious on the floor. She’s conflicted with herself in everything she chooses and says. I didn’t like her choices and her words but I don’t hate her and I don’t think she’s a bitch. I don’t agree with her in this episode, but it doesn’t mean I don’t see that despite everything she’s really hurt and sad to wound Damon. It’s never easy with these two. Sometimes Damon is wrong, this time was Elena’s turn. And it hurts, it always does. They hurt each other, they do or say things they don’t mean. But they always overcome everything.